KM: Chapter 6

Ji An was suddenly pulled by the ankle and fell back unexpectedly, his heart skipping a few beats. Before he could react, You Chen had already kissed him, a storm sweeping away all his breath. From the start, it was brutal and terrifying, with no hint of tenderness. The intense desire was suffocating. Ji An's fingers clutched tightly onto You Chen's shoulders, then onto the bedsheet beneath him, feeling like he might die on this bed. He couldn't even let out a small whimper. You Chen kissed with madness and ferocity, pinching and rubbing Ji An's earlobe, making him tremble frequently. Ji An bent his knee to push against You Chen's abdomen, but You Chen laughed angrily, grabbing his knee and forcefully pushing it aside. His legs were forced apart, an indescribable sense of shame surging up, causing Ji An's face to flush red. He released the bedsheet and pushed against You Chen randomly with both hands. You Chen lowered his head and bit Ji An's fingers. Ji An cried out "ah" but immediately silenced himself, sniffing aggrievedly. You Chen chuckled, "You're this small, and you still want to push me away?"

Ji An tried to close his legs, but his left knee was pinned down by You Chen, unable to move. He could only softly plead with You Chen, "I… was wrong…" "Please… I beg you." Surprisingly, he managed to say these two sentences relatively smoothly, so You Chen let go, watching him curl up into a ball, pinching his face and kissing him again. Ji An couldn't breathe. You Chen would occasionally let go to give him a chance to breathe, but if Ji An turned his face away, his face would be forcibly turned back for a more aggressive bite. He could only pant softly face-to-face, his thin eyelids turning red. Then You Chen laughed lightly, his voice hoarse with desire, sounding particularly seductive. "So fragile, yet you dare ask such things."

Ji An hummed softly, as if responding to You Chen's words. He wanted to blink, but his eyelashes, wet with tears, clumped together and dragged him down, making it hard to lift his eyelids. He was kissed until he had no strength left. His mouth couldn't even close. In this situation, Ji An definitely couldn't string every word together, but if he spoke intermittently, You Chen would get angry, so he couldn't even plead. If his body showed any sign of trying to escape, he would be restrained even more violently. In the end, he could only break down and cry out loud.

You Chen slightly lifted himself, looked at him, and asked with a smile, "Don't want to kiss anymore?" Ji An couldn't say he didn't want to, because he did, but if he said he wanted to, he really couldn't take it anymore, so he stayed silent. You Chen frowned slightly, "Not speaking again." As soon as he finished speaking, Ji An panicked and reached out to hug him. You Chen understood his meaning, thought for a moment, and asked a different question, "Can't take it anymore?" Ji An nodded, squeezing out a pitiful nasal sound, "Mm." "Alright then." You Chen unconsciously licked the corner of his mouth, then reached out to rub Ji An's swollen lips. "Then no more kissing."

Ji An asked him, "The… other day… why…" His rapid breathing hadn't calmed down yet, and he really couldn't force himself to keep speaking like this, so he couldn't continue. You Chen waited for him, his hand not stopping its movement. His lips were getting hotter from the rubbing, but the longer the silence, the harder You Chen pressed, so Ji An hurriedly continued. "Didn't… kiss… me?" He originally only wanted to say the word once, but because he didn't control it well, he said it twice, making it sound even more pitiful. You Chen clearly understood but deliberately repeated his words. "Kiss you? Do you want me to kiss you?" Ji An blushed and nodded, but You Chen wouldn't allow it. "Speak. What does nodding mean?" "… Want." You Chen asked again, "Want what? Be clear." Ji An's voice became small, "Want you… to kiss me." You Chen shook his head, "No, that's not what I asked, and that's not what you said the first time." Ji An's face turned even redder, bringing out a few tears. You Chen glanced at them and said, "Crying won't help. If you don't say it right, I won't satisfy you." His slightly rough fingertips rubbed against Ji An's eye corners, wiping away those tears. Ji An's teeth chattered, "Want… you, to kiss, kiss me." You Chen raised an eyebrow, kissed his face with a smile, and deliberately asked, "Then I just kissed you, was it enough?" He shook his head, "…Not enough." "Not enough…" You Chen dragged the last word, "Then in the future, if you want me to kiss you, you have to tell me yourself." "Only if you say it, I'll kiss you." Ji An hesitated and nodded, "Mm."

You Chen went to pinch his ear again, already very red from pinching. Ji An's ears were small, a translucent white, with very soft earlobes, comfortable to pinch, and very sensitive, afraid of pain. A pinch would make his face red, and a little rubbing would be unbearable. At the moment, he was shrinking away from the pinching, his eyes red like a rabbit, looking at him timidly, a silent but powerful plea for mercy. You Chen let go, lowered his head to bite, Ji An shrank his neck, whimpered softly, his shoulders trembling from the bite. "You… Chen…" Ji An called his name softly, pleading. You Chen rubbed his cheek with his nose, then got up, his fingers sliding down to Ji An's neck. Looking down, he saw several scratch marks near Ji An's small Adam's apple, tinged with blood. You Chen frowned, "How did this happen?" "I… scratched it myself." "Scratched it yourself?" You Chen's frown deepened, but there was a knowing look in his eyes. He pinched Ji An's face and said, "Ji An, I'll give you one chance to explain why you scratched your own neck." Ji An instinctively shrank back, blinking in panic, seemingly weighing the threat in You Chen's words. After hesitating for a while, he said somewhat guiltily, "It itched." You Chen's expression darkened immediately. "Ji An, I only gave you one chance, but you didn't take it." Ji An saw him lower his eyelids and instantly realized the seriousness of the situation. Frightened, he half-hugged You Chen's shoulders, crying, "I… I was wrong…"

You Chen didn't listen, dragging Ji An to the bathroom, pressing him against the wall with one hand and holding the showerhead with the other, pouring water over Ji An from the top of his head. It was cold water, and Ji An was afraid of the cold. He struggled weakly under You Chen's hand, pitifully curling up, his hair soaked and messily sticking to his face. His teeth chattered, and he couldn't open his eyes because of the water, so he could only keep them tightly shut, his long lashes stuck to the area under his eyes, strangely beautiful. His jacket was pulled off, the clothes inside also wet, clinging tightly to his body, his jade-white figure half-revealed, with a delicate waistline and thin shoulders. In this wretched state, Ji An was unbelievably beautiful. Ji An's tears mixed with the water flowed down, and he accidentally choked on the water as he tried to plead, coughing violently, his face and neck turning red in an instant. You Chen snorted coldly, threw the showerhead to the ground, and asked, "Have you thought it through? Do you want to answer my question again?" Ji An nodded while sobbing. "I… can't really, speak…" You Chen brushed the hair from his eyes. "Why can't you speak, were you scared by them?" Ji An nodded, "Mm… so… I scratched. Pain, would, stimulate… then I could… speak." You Chen was so angry he could only grit his teeth to suppress the urge to hit Ji An. Although he often made Ji An cry out in pain, Ji An's behavior was completely out of control, clearly a form of self-harm. "You're already a stutterer, if you make yourself mute from pain, I won't care for you anymore, Ji An." Ji An cried as he threw himself into You Chen's arms, begging him, "No… don't, I was wrong… You, Chen, please…"